UGH

I cant seem to avoid the worst of it in poker right now. I am getting numerous 2nd best hands and numerous suckouts and there is no balance. I am getting the worst of all of it right now. I am pleased to say I am not tilting or getting emotional more dispirited than anything.

Once again I am going through the questioning myself stage "do I have it?" "have I lost it?" "Am I being outplayed?"

UGH. After all those huge weeks in a row I cant seem to even put together a winning session. Its driving me bonkers!!

And yet I still love to play the game! Go figure.

Down a good amount this week and I guess I'll be happy to break even by the end. Sheesh, lets hope that "even" happens. It could get worse ya know!